Just Me

Jonas Brothers. Music. Demi Lovato. All Time Low. The Big Bang Theory. Self harmer. Depressive. EDs.Bipolar. Suicidal.

You took everything and gave me nothing

holidngontohope:

Things that anorexia took:

  • my health
  • my family
  • my friends
  • my future
  • my grades
  • my happiness
  • my worth
  • my self respect 
  • my dignity
  • my youth
  • and SO much more

Things that anorexia gave:

  • sadness
  • pain
  • suffering
  • regret

And I’m back

So, I was trying to recover, but I’m giving up. I just wanna be thin as fuck and I don’t care for the rest

thinspirationdiary: Sometimes, i’ll look in the mirror and think ‘Yeah, i look good today. I’m happy with my body, i’d like to be a bit thinner but i’m fine.’ Then it can be only HOURS later and i’ll see myself and want to cry. I’ll think ‘You look disgusting. Look at all that fat. Eurgh i’m not eating anymore’ Whats wrong with me?

thinspirationdiary:

Sometimes, i’ll look in the mirror and think ‘Yeah, i look good today. I’m happy with my body, i’d like to be a bit thinner but i’m fine.’ Then it can be only HOURS later and i’ll see myself and want to cry. I’ll think ‘You look disgusting. Look at all that fat. Eurgh i’m not eating anymore’ Whats wrong with me?