You took everything and gave me nothing
Things that anorexia took:
- my health
- my family
- my friends
- my future
- my grades
- my happiness
- my worth
- my self respect
- my dignity
- my youth
- and SO much more
Things that anorexia gave:
- sadness
- pain
- suffering
- regret
(Source: holding-onto-hope-for-life)
(Source: fantasising-about-escape)
And I’m back
So, I was trying to recover, but I’m giving up. I just wanna be thin as fuck and I don’t care for the rest
Sometimes, i’ll look in the mirror and think ‘Yeah, i look good today. I’m happy with my body, i’d like to be a bit thinner but i’m fine.’ Then it can be only HOURS later and i’ll see myself and want to cry. I’ll think ‘You look disgusting. Look at all that fat. Eurgh i’m not eating anymore’ Whats wrong with me?
(via crazedandchaotic)
(via brokenand-defeated)
41127) When I’m with my boyfriend, I try to eat “normally” - which is more like a binge for me because he eats a lot. He knows I have an eating disorder but I want to make him feel like I’m getting better. The truth is that when I come home after our dates, I cry about binging and think of how many pounds I’ve gained.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
